Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Loving (A.U.E.L./You/ALL) is Bliss

We become one on the astral plane
defying the limitations of the conditioned mind
breaking through boundaries of trust and past wombs
developing a bond similar to that of young loving siblings
yet as fulfilling as a newlyweds eloping for days
loving you is bliss
loving you is so satisfactory to my inner being
oh how I want to know you
you that I already know so well
let us grow together in knowing
let us be together in being fulfilled
fulfilling this longing
this longing for bliss
you are my sanctuary
my hiding place within the ether
there is nothing that can separate us
neither time nor space
we are the Gods
and we shall manifest this reality we desire
we shall make manifest peace for our people
and for ourselves we shall manifest blessings of bliss and prosperity
loving you is loving A.U.E.L./ ALL

loving you is bliss


P.S.  Enjoy some music lol




Wednesday, July 31, 2013

The fate of humanity


What is this moment?

The moment you realize you can never hide from the truth
that you are not exempt from all the pain that comes from being born on this earth
The moment of notice that no amount of sedation can lift this burden from your heart
and you just keep living and giving and desperately waiting for the heart beat to stop


So that your heart can stop bleeding
bleeding from the pain of reality
waking you up from the fantasy that you could possibly avoid and circumvent
the experience -- when too many greats have warned you previously

They say its lonely at the top
but I was already lonely when I was at the bottom so I thought the loneliness would stop
but it only get worse
as you send out love
all humanity has is dirt
and they throw it in your face
drag you through the mud by your ankles
tiedd to a horse
then they apologize like it makes it better
like that magically takes the dagger out of your back
erases the whip lashes
and ejects the arrows from your heart

but it doesn't

and the world stands there with its hand out
the other fist in their mouth
keeping them from choking on their tongues 
because their too fucked up to even say thank you

and the moment you put something valuable in their hand and help them to remove their fists even for an artificial thanks that fist is just used to punch you in the chest at your request for freedom

freedom from the illusion
the illusion that the world cares
because it doesn't
love doesn't exist unless you're the one giving
and how can so few ever have enough to satiate the greedy thirst of humanity
humanity has died
and it will not be resuscitated

My hope in humanity is lost
but I will never give up on myself.